No Beliefve... from Season 3EP by DTOMe

I dreamed a broken dream
it was never meant to be
was blind but now I see
you were no friend to me
had to set myself free
in me you never believed
glad to know I was deceived
that I don’t ever need
on your bad deed I feed
in me you never did believe



chasing after this dream since I was a teen
did it quietly didn’t want nobody to see
inside to the real me because enemies could
z use it like a seam unraveling so I stayed baffling
to confuse views but it’s gambling
where I live it’s taboo trying to do what I do
in the end you lose lying to produce a different you
so I start drinking booze depart
from the inner heart I was going hard
what I say is true art to a hick is to smart
better keep your guard or they tear you apart
close to your chest is where u play your cards
especially when your blessed but I confess
that only made me depressed now I regret
living as a silhouette in a dead carcass
staying upset leave it unsaid
nothing but a mess always stressed
feeling oppressed the more I suppressed
this god given gift I hid from all the rest
drugs I began to sniff causing me to drift
drinking whole fifths just to get a mood lift
punishment was swift causing rifts at Christmas
mind your business even if Iam bent Im still paying rent
even to this day I choose to go my own way
support was never gave had to be brave
had to stay safe no one there to save
keep me out my grave like my cousin frank

confidence shrank more I drank
hide the pain that I felt every day
think I’m going insane I became nothing but shame
tryna regain that inner flame but it never came
only self to blame staying tore out the Frame
always needing more just to hit the floor
trying to stop the war in my brain to my core
life began to be a chore nothing but a bore
hatred I absorbed rage I stored
lock myself behind the door into a demon I morphed
without reason sore I felt beaten loosing freedom
just a cretin barely eaten I became a heathen
leaving everything I believed behind
in a region of time changing seasons
was my mind as myself I tried to find
I was so blind cuz these lines kept me so high
but I guess i gotta try either that or die
left thinking why as I’m screaming at the sky
getting no reply I was lost won’t deny
what was the cause of being tossed aside
taking pause giving thought to all my flaws
now I’m at a loss staring at the cross
reaching out across memories of breaking laws
it was all my fault having fun at all cost
time to run catching up to who I was minus
all the scum I was dumb tired of feeling numb
giving praise unto the son
im the sum of someone choosing not to be done
from the bottom here I come rhyme my way up

hard be the climb pullin free of the slime
wash hands of grime now I’m in my prime
and I’m feeling fine even tho I’m dying
fight of my life vying for eyes spying
as ink is drying above is where I’m rising
made this outta of love never thought I would
its fitting like a glove all I needed was a shove
living rough made me tough I’ve had enough
out my way or get Cut move you just bluff
I can prove that I give no fuck I’ll remove
the roof being so aloof it behooves you
to grab your shoes paying dues if you choose
to refuse I will introduce you to abuse
threw you to the rear like a caboose
better get that fear if you wanna stay here
you made it clear you consider me bottom tier
fuck what you hold dear whisper in your ear
got you acting weird suddenly you leak tears
speared by words as your end draws near
on no one I depend to prevent getting penned
no one I call friend this I will defend when this begin
messages I would send to them hoping for a hand
maybe an opinion or a new fan but their lying ass men
soundcloud I went checking plays zero again
lying loops around like eight nothing but some fakes
now my head aches cuz I can’t take knowing they snakes
yet they get to eat steaks while I’m losing weight
but it’s all ok they cannot relate to my current state
filling up with hate I lay in wait for the day that the
great trip falling straight on their fucking face
I’m a hard one to replace you learn too late
it was a mistake I wish you grace
don’t come around my place
spray you down like a stray
for you fate I pray cuz you deceive
wearing my heart on my sleeve
never did believe in me anyway

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