Anorexic Illusions from Mental Evaluation by Drekalo

Crisp rejected, fresh wounds a seeping
Still, I can't move away from yesterday.
I can't even pretend to play today
And I didn't want to try anyway
It's so grim as to be hilarious
if you can laugh at it maybe you could
convince yourself your winning.
Maybe

Motivation in self-loathing!
If you want it
bad enough then just pretend your winning
No one gives a fuck!
and if they do they are lying...
what's the point of living?
If you're obsessed with dying?

Waste me!
taste me on your face!
blood spray!
Wipe me off like I wiped myself out!

You're free of my plague,
or at least separated from the host
Never waste your breath on the dead

Motivation in self-loathing
If you want it bad enough
No one gives a fuck!
no one gives a fuck!!!

waste me!
taste me!
wipe me off,
like I wiped myself out!
help

~Rott

• Black Ambient
• Dark Ambient
• Depressive
• Experimental
• Metal
• Suicidal
• Yakima