behind from optimist by DOGSET

it looks insane from here, all that i fit in the gaps of the day
storm trough the house, catch my reflection, who could it be? i

i was so willing even enthusiastic
ready to give all to rewire
and when i pushed the brake it all came hitting the back of the car and my head

but i cant punish you for this
wont punish you for me self inflicting pain
i should've seen it from the start its written on your skin, you don't know a thing

i was so willing even enthusiastic
i was ready to turn myself in you
stop the car, you dissapear im insane
can't even explain it, what's behind me.

i thought if i let the whole thing pass, if i let it make me feel everything it would die off, i think you've changed me like none of them did.

its an ego thing i cant escape
im checking you on my phone again
cant stand not knowing, cant stand the thought
its gonna be over, its gonna be over

i was so willing even enthusiastic
but this time it feels so dirty, wrong
im making myself smaller, scared of the look you'd give me now

i invented another you, again
im vague on purpose, you dont know who you are
there are no words to make you realize

what a trip

i was so willing even enthusiastic
how does it all feel looking back?
i was so willing even enthusiastic
what a trip.

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