montauk from 222 by dogpile
this is about coming to terms with being gay while also identifying as a trans man. mostly referencing the girl i was with when i realized i did not in fact like girls, and how i connected with her so much but not romantically and was so scared to lose a friend (which ended up happening but not bc im gay. but its okay!!). i had showed her eternal sunshine of the spotless mind which is my favorite movie, hence the sample.
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| 2. | montauk | 2:11 |
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around the same time every year
i feel the same overwhelming fear
i dont know why
or maybe thats a lie
how do we know if anythings real
if our memories arent made of steel
and why do certain things have such a special feel
meet me in montauk
i wanna go to the beach
i wanna change things up
i want new scenery
i once had a special friend
lets say her name was clem
my heart was never hers
but i love her nonetheless
now i have a new valentine
and i know loving hims not a crime
and when i put my heart in it
its for all time
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