Something one requires and desires
Something one like myself cannot grasp
One person and one only, is all I ask
It is painful to exist
It hurts to live
My wrists paint a vivid picture of my emptiness
I push everyone away from me, though never ending denial
Not one have I had the privilege of making one smile
Just once I want to have a chance with love
To be able to look after one before I ascend above
To bleed my own blood not for me, but for one who is unable to lie
For someone who needs it, just once before I die
Lay me down and close my eyes. I now may rest, wherever I may lie.