McDreamy from Midday Ennui by delikately

I bought a new pair of binoculars today
the old ones were all blurry
your blinds still wide open
third floor, far right
I watch your shadow cross the room at night

you’ll never see me standing there
smiling like I don’t care
hiding in the shadows (shh…)

peeking through blinds
tracing the lines
your face in the glass
I promise I’m not deranged
I’m just passing the time

with you in my mind
your life seems so dreamy
my own McDreamy
only in my mind (in my mind…..)

the barista said your name
it made my day
I whispered it all night like it was mine
do you ever feel like someone’s watching
or am I just a smudge in your periphery (ah…)

I’m the breeze you feel but can’t find
always two steps behind
hiding in the crowd (shh…)

peeking through blinds
tracing the lines
your face in the glass
I promise I’m not deranged
I’m just passing the time

with you in my mind
your life seems so dreamy
my own McDreamy
oh, you never really leave my mind (ah…)

if I leave a note on your car
would it go too far
—or not far enough?
I swear I’m not that kind of girl
but I could be
for your world

yeah, I could be
just say the word…
in the meantime, I’ll be…

peeking through blinds
you’re closing the lights
and I can’t tell if I should breathe or hide
I made a world out of nothing much
just you, and the thought of you

it’s messed up, I know
so I stay by the window
rewinding little make-believe scenes
calling it love just to pass the time
you’ll never know, but… I don’t really mind

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