i wonder from Midnight Ennui by delikately

i wonder
by delikately


he talks about some philosopher
like he’s a close friend
i’m nodding along, pretending
i know what he’s saying
i caught him glancing at me
curious, or wondering
how someone like me ended up here

it’s the little things
the way his voice lowers
when he says my name
i don’t know if i’m imagining it
but sometimes it feels
like he’s talking just to me

it’s probably nothing
every time he looks, he looks away too soon
like he’s hiding something
i smile like a lunatic, caught a secret
he didn’t mean to tell

i wonder
when he looks away, does he mean to?
when he lingers just a moment too long
is he waiting for me to say something
or am i reading too much?
but honestly, i don’t mind
i don’t mind at all

he wears those oxford shirts
like he thought about how they look
but not too much
i steal glances at his hands when he pushes up his glasses
in the middle of the lecture
and when his eyes met mine
no sparks flew, time didn’t slow down
at least that’s how it felt

but i can’t shake the feeling
mm, that he’s seeing me a little more than the others

it’s probably nothing
every time he looks, he looks away too soon
like he’s hiding something
i smile like a lunatic, caught a secret
he didn’t mean to tell

i wonder
when he looks away, does he mean to?
when he lingers just a moment too long
is he waiting for me to say something
or am i reading too much?
but honestly, i don’t mind
i don’t mind at all

i’m not asking for more
just one more glance
one more time he looks, and i catch him looking back
maybe then i’ll know it’s real
yeah, i’m probably delusional
“guess i’ll try again later—”

there’s no more to it
but i swear he lingers just a second too long
is it my desk in the way? or is he really looking at me?
is this a crush?
or am i filling in blanks
with a story i wish were real?
either way, it feels nice—
even if i’m just imagining it all.

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