Reflect/Deflect from Fractured Pixels by Dazzle Bloom
Tracklist
| 6. | Reflect/Deflect | 3:51 |
Lyrics
Mirror shows a different face
Truth I'm not prepared to chase
Part of me just wants to run
Part says face what must be done
Sitting with uncomfortable thoughts
Feeling all the things I fought
Looking inward takes such strength
Wounds reveal their breadth and length
Memories deserve their space
Each emotion needs to trace
Back to where it first began
Learning how to understand
Change the subject, shift the view
Busy tasks to push me through
Scroll my phone till fingers ache
Anything but stay awake
To the feelings bubbling up
Pour another coffee cup
Keep the noise at highest pitch
Drown the thoughts I can't unhitch
Reflect, deflect, which one wins? (which one wins?)
The war between my defenses
Reflect, deflect, truth or shield? (truth or shield?)
Which path leads to being healed?
Reflect to grow, deflect to cope (to cope)
Between these poles I walk the rope
But I can't hide forever more (forever more)
From what's behind that closing door
Photos spread across the floor
Each one holding something more
Than just the image that appears
Letting go and facing fears
Journaling the hardest parts
Undefended, open hearts
Therapy on Wednesday nights
Turning shadows into lights
Cancel plans to meet and talk
Headphones on during my walk
Dating apps to feel desired
New distractions when I'm tired
Laughing loud at things not fun
Drinking till my thoughts are numb
Netflix till my eyes burn red
Anything but face my head
Reflect, deflect, which one wins? (which one wins?)
The war between my defenses
Reflect, deflect, truth or shield? (truth or shield?)
Which path leads to being healed?
Reflect to grow, deflect to cope (to cope)
Between these poles I walk the rope
But I can't hide forever more (forever more)
From what's behind that closing door
What if both have roles to play?
Shields protect while hearts convey
Moments when I need to flee
Balanced with what sets me free
Maybe healing isn't just
Facing everything at once
But knowing when to hold and when
To let the light come flooding in
Reflect, accept, both can win (both can win)
The peace between my defenses
Reflect when strong, deflect when weak (when weak)
Both pathways lead to being healed
Reflect to grow, deflect to rest (to rest)
No longer trapped between the poles
I don't need to hide anymore (anymore)
As I step through the opening door
Mirror shows a changing face
Truth I'm learning to embrace
Part of me still wants to run
Part now knows what must be done








