STUCK + ASHAMED from Professional Motorsports by DayEXSO

live a time away
stupid motherfuckers be lyin' today
you feel me
i live a night away
doing everything just to drive away
you feel me
i'm so stuck and ashamed
it must've tustled my brain, shit
i've been doing the same shit every single week
no one ever wants to wonder
i just do everything i possibly can do

I’m scared of death and growing up but really I will stay the same
Ending paths and cutting ties cus music game’s so fucking lame
All the same songs on the wireless makes me go dead insane
I think i’m unique and for that i’ll never get the taste of fame
Payouts are just not enough to get a ticket for my train
Thought i would’ve been there by now but really i’m stuck again
I’m hopeful for the fuckin future but it hurts to be ashamed
Negative thoughts that try sneak their way up inside my brain
Saying “you’ll never make it, you’re really just a stupid fraud”
“if you were transparent you’ll see that you’re still just full of flaws”

But them thoughts rush away when i hear applause
From the lyrics that i wrote passing through my jaws
You don’t ever hear my voice when i’m pressing pause
And i play it back again im guessing who i was
i’m like a character from the wizard of oz
and i do apologise for all the shit that i caused

Now, if i really cared would you care for me?
with 300 dollar watches and a pair of nice jeans
while i try enjoy the summer in an ice white tee
or are you gonna shoot me down at the end of the street
i tell you

live a time away
stupid motherfuckers be lyin' today
you feel me
i live a night away
doing everything just to drive away
you feel me
i'm so stuck and ashamed
it must've tustled my brain, shit
i've been doing the same shit every single week
no one ever wants to wonder
i just do everything i possibly can do

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• North Wales
• alternative
• underground
• United Kingdom