Reason from Permathoughts by fdosfksdo

She said you've become vapidus
I said the reasons vary us
And though the feelings lost its trust
I wish our minds would rescue us
I said you know we're extant
she said that word is distant from the truth
You need to listen
It's not you it's me it's destined

Well the truth hurts but it's true
I can't do anything I want to
Even living is a struggle I push through
Even death is a struggle I fight too

And it gets old
The way my mind it moves it gets old
I can't move like I used too

I pull the sheets back from my bed
I get the thoughts out of my head
I get the insides out from out the shed
I get the thoughts out that I'd rather be dead
Rather be dead

Every questions got an answer
Even if we don't believe it's true
And every thing has got a reason
Not for the future but the past
For why it happened not some plan
For why it happened not what it leads to
Even if you don't believe it's true
Even if you don't believe
YOU CAN'T DO anything you want to
The truth hurts but it's true
Every day that we struggle we push through

And it get's old.....

Every thing has got a reason
Even if we don't believe
It's true
And everyone has got a reason
When and if they don't agree with you
And I get stuck in a loop thinking what is true and what is foolishness
What is you and what is true and what is healthy to obsess
What's in tune and out of tune and what is empty promises
What is me and what is you and what is self destructiveness

And it gets old....

YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING YOU WANT TO
THE TRUTH HURTS BUT IT'S TRUE
Everyday that we push we push through
Everyday that we struggle we get through

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