HEART from GORE by CowardlyCrow

Staying up late and lying to myself
I’m empty, something i know far too well
I miss your deathly bite
Answer me, i don’t want to fight

I try to imagine what i lost
Seems it was nothing at all
i can’t help but stall
It’s the cost of loving in spite

I loved with my whole heart
I loved you with my whole heart
And i can’t seem to stop
And i can’t seem to stop

Hate that i’m falling apart
You’re deadly, but pull me apart
I can’t hate you (so it seems you won)
I can’t hate you (is that what you want?)

I still think about you
All of the time
Hoping you’re alright
Knowing you, you’re just fine

I know i’m still dependent
My healing time needs to be extended
But i fear, it’s too late for me
I lost myself, and i lost me

The shards of me scatter across the floor
Step on them to make me more
Fragmented and disorderly
But please dont, i’m begging please
I don’t like the pain you give me
I rather you just forget me
Than seeing me like the fool i am
But, I still love you, man

And knowing we would do the same song and dance
Until someone gives up, until it’s permanent
I know it’s not logical, I know it’s emotional

But i’m still attached
And there’s everything wrong with that
I know i’ll never see you again
So why does it hurt so bad?

• Experimental
• amateur
• singer-songwriter
• singersongwriter
• Illinois