HAUNTING ME from GORE by CowardlyCrow

Tie a rope on both of my legs
Let’s see how fast i’ll fall then
Drag me out and throw me in the ocean
Holding out for whatever i can get, it seems i can’t let go
I’m attached to things that make me broken

Tell me now so i won’t burst into flames
I know, i know it’s not the same
My dreams seem to be telling me things
But i don’t like that i’m seeing your face

Stay irrational jake, stay irrational jake
So they don’t see you as a fake
Doubt your actions any day

The affects, the affects,
That’s all i notice
Everythings a symptom
God, it’s all i notice
Everything strikes me to my core
And god i’m getting bored
Of reacting and explaining it all over again
I thought my mind was my friend
But it seems it’s been taken over again
I’m blind to love as i fall again

i know you're not here anymore
and i've said this time and time before
but you're like a ghost that never leaves
your possession left me on my knees
And i know it would be good for me
To find that company
But i know there’s something wrong with me
Because i know you’re haunting me

And my dreams keep on taking me back
To a time where i loved you back
But you’re actually kind and compassionate
And it breaks me to see you like that

But i know if you could, you would tie the rope
Hoping and praying that i choke
You always hated the person that i was
You just wanted to feel loved

What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with me?
I loved the ocean but i need to breathe
Fill up my lungs and my organs
Make me ugly and bloated

What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with me?
I loved the attention but i hate my greed
Struggle to keep afloat
I’m getting heavier as water fills my throat

• Experimental
• amateur
• singer-songwriter
• singersongwriter
• Illinois