Control from Codex Obscura by Codex Obscura

i was an excuse for you to have control
i always did as i was told
i always showed my stomach

what is it that i want?
you would tell me what you want me to need
trapped inside of a cell called home
even in my head

i will fucking hate you but i won't ever admit it
guilt in every step that i took
nothing would ever be good enough for you
even when i bow my head
for you to remove
you would push me more and more
till every limb was gone
i was an excuse for you to have control
i won't do as you said now
i won't show my stomach

rotting beneath our feet
hatred that never leaves
happy now just to spite
embracing all the feelings that i used to fight
now you'll never see who i became
you ran from me like a coward
abandoned your family
you coward

rot alone
rot alone

• Deathcore
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