Hungry from Circumstantial Saint by Circumstantial Saint

No time
for long sleep.
Maintaining, but I won't let myself,
get to the point,
of draining myself.
or forget myself
My inner self

The core wants more

But the universe is like
J, your patience has always been your friend
Lean in

But how can I lean in when every day was and has been followed by night

Unless im at the poles?

The fear of the other shoe dropping
Wanting to reach for the next bad moment to give comfort in a moment for a moment
About a moment that you just created
Fear can be debated

Cuz I trip up when on the verge of growth and greatness Everytime
I focus on the focus too long tunnel vision muddies my eyes
And I forget to eat I forget to breathe I forget to sleep
Until someone taps me

Sometimes its the inner child that was sleeping
Sometimes its a friend checking up on me

Been a nomad and a bagman long before the sahara
And still the thought of being on the streets gives me night terrors

How can I compete but how can I complain
I'm more blessed than any of my thoughts can contain
I could say I'm struggling I could say I'm scared cuz shits uncertain and life is unfair

scrapin dimes now, that's not my last stop
Chips and soda for dinner cuz sugar keeps me on lock
I got so much on the dome alone or not I won't flop
U can take my roof and poison 'food' I wont knock
When I say I'm hungry I got nothing to lose I been hungry u just was confused
Now it's quite clear this bruised and used dude is on cue
Set up my own table ready to cook some gourmet food
I know and feel the new coming thru
Just gotta sit tight make moves and trust my process makes me new

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• poetry
• Philadelphia