Atrophy from Context by Cherrri

smash this hammer in my head
your hands are all thats left of me
take away the part of dread
that gets better while next to me
I can spend my life
wanting to die
I can waste my time
trying not to cry

the next morning i can wake up fine
to i remember that im lying
i can forget my worthless crimes
but im still fucking dying
id rather not speak on what ive seen
traumatized created my immortality

in that way your trauma lives through you
and directly into me
as you scream and treat me like thats what im not supposed to be
i know you see yourself in two different brightly colored sheets
but youve always been the same just a different kind of beast

rot rot rot rot
lung lung apathy
you try your best to look like
your not in agony
i know you have good reason to be mad at me
love was never unconditional caught in atrophy

no more of this lifeless fucking grey
im gonna tell alice right now to behave
Dorothy hates me i think its cus im gay
talking shit till i fall down
these ramblings might make no sense
broke my leg jumping over the fence
take this shit off just to repent
talking that shit till i fall down

smash this hammer in my head
your hands are all thats left of me
take away the part of dread
that gets better while next to me
I can spend my life
wanting to die
I can waste my time
trying not to cry

• Industrial Metal
• Metal
• cybergrind
• digital hardcore
• goregrind
• grindcore
• Grand Rapids