Death from Grain (1994) by Flux

I am at an all-time low yet
You take me lower still
My arms are out full stretch but
I must reach out further

You said that my love it supported you daily
I needed assurance of this almost hourly
You treasured your own independence so greatly
Resulting in feelings been taken so lightly

First you're for, then against
Take no pleasure, make no sense
What's good for you is good for me
Is this too hard to believe?
What is now is what was then
Lose a lover, lose a friend
Take my juice, turn me loose
I hope you never live again

That same sick sinking feeling
Is sinking deeper still
Yet my vain hopes for us they
Still lift me higher

You treasured your own independence so greatly
Taking my feelings and taking them lightly
You needed your own independence so greatly
I paid for this pain unbelievably highly

I've taken you down to the depths of my soul
i've felt for you feelings you couldn't control
Surrounded by memories of what we once were
I listen for voices I'll never again hear
I wish I could just hide in death for a while
Losing forever the sight of your smile

First you're for, then against
Take no pleasure, make no sense
What's good for you is good for me
Is this too hard to believe?
What is now is what was then
Lose a lover, lose a friend
Take my juice, turn me loose
I hope you never live again
What is mine it could be yours
We could sit and talk for hours
Underneath the "Burning Chrome"
You used to think of this as home
It's your turn to feel the pain
You will never kill again
Though tomorrow never comes
So we were told hen we were young

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