"When Sun is hiding over horizon, letting night cover the planet, your mind set off and you want to look inside of this abyss, like clear chilling depth of lake in Urals. You don't know anymore of where is your beginning and the end - everything is woven into a tight tangle of stringy and viscous infinity. Only ghostly transparent threads of moon light pierce it to the very bottom, giving a feel of new birth..."
From Author:
This album has it's beginning in fall of 2017, after hear-breaking divorce witch lead into very ugly mental state where I was highly delusional and often experience depersonalization and feelings of my life being unreal and untrue. In a sudden bursts of energy during sleepless nights or after having a nightmare I found myself sketching melodies and producing sounds often without realizing and with no memory of it after. In the course of winter I continue to do it time-to-time and compositions started to formed. During the spring, some changes in my life turn me to the light and I decided to put my attention to mixing as it's probably was force, that was keeping me from going far insane. I keep it unpublished until beginning of 2019 for symbolical reason, as this year for me means biggest change move with the past sorrows left behind.