ashes from collapse by beholding

from now on i will be there
i hope to be clearer
i only mean to wait
for a little while

walking from your place in the dark
in the breeze and bright stars
sounds of all collapsing
fade out in the light

so i stop and watch the moon move
like we used to do
naked all around you
finally disappear

and if it’s all a dream
it’s what would be easy
not to be a burden
just dust in the wind

i don’t know what i have left
i don’t know what i have left
i hope to be clearer
a falling stone
(i remember her laying and smiling)
(just trying to understand)
(i'll figure it all out tomorrow)

voice:
(see the daylight through the window
remember this beautiful dream
don't worry about what to believe in
this is only a shadow
the shape of your body your figure
you'll figure it all out tomorrow
listen to everything collapsing
this is only a dream)

crow flies past the low moon
i might be leaving soon
always been a coward
nothing will have changed

waiting just for a while
in blacking smoke and pale sky
only staying to leave
when the moments right

so i’m scared of what tomorrow
brings until i’m shaking
i won’t be a saviour
i will be a stone

marked another feeling
we came into a clearing
i tried again to say it
and again i failed

from now on i will be there
i hope to be clearer
i won’t be your saviour
i will be a stone
in your heart

i don’t know what i have left
i don’t know what i have left
i hope to fail
a falling stone in your heart
(i remember her laying and smiling)
(just trying to understand)
(i'll figure it all out tomorrow)

voice:
(see the daylight through the window
remember this beautiful dream
don't worry about what to believe in
this is only a shadow
the shape of your body your figure
you'll figure it all out tomorrow
listen to everything collapsing
this is only a dream)

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