fill from care by smileswithteeth

you stopped filling the bowl
and i never looked inside
how can we repair
when neither can abide

you were in retreat, detach, release, suffering
i went to defend, explain,
looking for my friend

you stopped filling the bowl
but i never looked inside
i think i still love you
but i feel hurt still when i see you online

(i also never call
and you never call)

where did we go?
what news from the other side?
what can we gain?
losing you i’m not the same

(distraction helps me through)
you stopped filling the bowl
(i think of you)
and i never looked inside
(i don’t think of you often)
how can we repair
(why don’t i feel anything)
when neither can abide
(why don’t i feel anything)
i also never call
and i also never call

• Ambient
• environmental
• exploratory
• instrumental
• never content
• world building
• Los Angeles