white sheets from painkillers (deluxe) by caleb hester

this is what the drugs are made for
escape reality for a minute
go right back to your old habits
chase that high until you get it
anxiety of knowing you’ll never get it

so what are you even doing with your own life
you’re ripping it apart piece by piece

this is what the food was made for
eat your feelings till you throw up
you don’t know when you will stop it
keep going till you psychically can’t
but you can’t stop the relapse

this is what the blades were made for
cut through your skin till you see blood
let it cover your white sheets and stain them
because what is life anyways

so what are you even doing with your own life
you’re ripping it apart piece by piece

it’s over it’s over now it’s over it’s over now

this is what the drugs were made for
stop you from having a 5th attempt
stop you from cutting so deep you scream
stop you from not caring at all

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