false reality from painkillers (deluxe) by caleb hester

i’m still marking down the days till i get to see you even though i know i’m creating a false reality, i’ll keep hoping and hoping everyday even if it rips me apart

i wish i could say i’m well past you and you don’t even pop up in my mind but that would be a lie

who do you think you are to be running in my mind so fucking much? i don’t like it, i don’t want it, i don’t need it, i want you gone

you threw me to the tigers, you let them rip me apart while you stood there and laughed you loved it don’t lie you love seeing me cry, you love seeing me die

i’m still marking down the days till i get to see you even though i know i’m creating a false reality, i’ll keep hoping and hoping everyday even if it rips me apart

• Acoustic
• Alternative
• acoustic guitar
• alternative rock
• angst
• angsty bullshit
• indie
• piano
• Florida