Discovery from Distant Observer by Barred Spiral

Something in me feels so different
Something in me feels so different
Too much to still ignore

A pain so sharp and constant
I accept as myself
A falsehood, somewhere inside
Why perform this self deception?

I exist just to perceive
The universal mystery
Lifetimes of beauty beyond words
I barely feel I'm here

I bear this nameless burden
Of placeless guilt
Indistinct from who I am
And so am I from it

Tension floods my being
As I extend my perception
To find the source of my sorrow
And excise it from myself

I cannot continue this suspense
In which I know not what I fear
All I am is dissonance, dissonance
Dissonance

Go!

Something in me feels so different
Something in me feels so different
Too much to still ignore

I'm not inhuman this
Astral projection
I'm not inhuman
I have body I have gender

Buried feelings set free
My only guide is intuition
Buried feelings set free
Following intuition

I need to see this self
And so I turn towards the starlight
In some icy moon,
I face my reflection
An ancient frozen lake
Bears my image,
And in the ice, I see my place in time
And become oh so fucking aware-

Entity not mine
Cosmic decline
Entity not mine
The universe will die
Entity not mine
Entity not mine

I feel as if spacetime is collapsing
Now that I'm aware, I see darkness coming
Receding more than three hundred thousand meters per second
All things will heed entropy's beckon

And now it's too late to change
To live in this dying age
The light will grow too dim and distant
For me to see myself

And now it's too late to change
To survive in this fucking cage
The light will die without resistance
And I shall fall with it
Fall with it
Fall with it

Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall

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