Destroyer by Aura Abnormal

Not afraid
Seen it all before now I'm just full of hate
Every night die in a trance
While I fight these demons as they replicate
I'm so sick I keep tripping till I cannot feel my face
Dip the blunt in liquid then I slowly just start to levitate
I see through your lies, your disguise is so inanimate
I don't trust nobody but myself, you're all my enemies
Woke up with blood in my nose
Don't remember the fuck was happening
I'm a mess
I fuck everything up and then go hurt myself
Seeing past trauma and loved ones dying throughout my dreams
Haunted aura demons latch to my brain they're taking all over me
Distorted self image got me tripping
I don't know if I am dead or living (what's the point of all this)
I wanna get me a gun and put it up to my head
I can't take this shit no more my head hurts from all this depression
Don't know if they're with me or against me, I am afraid to know
Don't know if she wants me, probably not anymore
Hell has frozen over so finally I am all alone

• Experimental
• Alexandria