ego syntonic from music agnostic by anatole anatole anatole

is it safe to come out now?
everything looks the same to me
crippled out of authority
patterns of paternality
destroys all the boy in me
bibles in the male,
feeling all females
a call to masculinity

don’t you want a part of me?

abstractions do no harm
hand with a severed arm
masturbation was the game
blindness was the name
dogma barked like a dog
Laika sacrificial space
slaughtered like a hog
the violence of a face

don’t you want a part of me?

I’m not emerging from my cubbyhole
until I know it’s safe to be myself
but it’ll never be safe to be myself
so I’m dying in my stupid hole

• Experimental
• amateur
• drones from hole
• drones from piano
• lo-fi
• Nashville