Emulate from Blackguard by Amnistia

emulate

I'm not a victim, I am an aim
mistrusting everyone who likes me at once
face to face they’re telling lies
do they believe that they can fool me?
sucking phrases - global abasement
no one's too proud to kiss my ass
they crawl like maggots - I am surrounded
I'm affronting people cause they're not special

sad situation… I'm controlled by them
there's no escape – I've to adapt
oh Lord have mercy! they come to me
what should I do - they nauseate me
try to ignore them – I'm getting better
can see them fall down from their ladder
Don't give a damn about their rules
they think they're different – I hate corrosion

they're chumming up… very disgusting
my daily soap, but the duty calls
pretending joy, don't want to be here
the champagne poisons – self-emulation
I play my part, disgusting in private
I’d like to play an ego-shooter
right in my "cross hair" a gleeful face
We share a smile – I pull the trigger

(chorus)
this is a party I'm not invited
but I’m involved – unsatisfied
this is compulsion, they call it fun
for me it's horrible, I come undone
it's like a movie, my plot unwritten
I am miscasted but they do listen
this is burlesque no way to leave
they call it life, it frightens me

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