College Party from Ceiling Patterns by Alyssa Rueckert

I bet you're getting ready
For another college party
I wish I could convince myself to eat
And I think you cared once when I was hungry
But now I'm just being mean

And are you kissing that
Pretty girl from the sorority
Under a tidal wave
Of hands and tongue and teeth?
Or are you lost?
Have you been swimming upstream?
Little fish out of water
Still waiting for me

Cause I am sure you've been feeling alone
And I am sure you've never been more at home
You always said it was wild
The way I could sing
But what do I care?
You're not listening

But now I'm just being mean
It's not your fault that you are happier than I will
Ever be

• Alternative
• Bellingham
• indie
• indie-rock
• shoegaze
• singer-songwriter
• Bellingham