Ceiling Patterns from Ceiling Patterns by Alyssa Rueckert

You know at night
I never sleep
I just stare up
At the white ceiling
And look for patterns in the paint
You were smart enough to grow up
But I never change

And there are better ways
To waste a day
But I think I'll keep on being sad this time
Cause I've been many awful things
And I know I am ashamed
And I've had enough of being a liar

So I'm sitting on my bedroom floor
I play guitar
And I fuck up the chords
And I'll still be here
Even when the world ends
Just sick and mean and angry
And not talking to my friends

(You know at night
I never sleep
I just stare up
At the white ceiling)

You were smart enough to grow up
But I never change

Hm. sounds like shit

• Alternative
• Bellingham
• indie
• indie-rock
• shoegaze
• singer-songwriter
• Bellingham