Sleeping Lessons from Sleeping Lessons by Alien Boy

One whole shitty year without you, I still lay awake thinking about it
And I still hate the way it looks when I think about you
And how you used to love my body, how you used to love my head
And how I wonder if you think of me when I think of you and say
That “I don’t really like my body and I don’t really like my head”
And sometimes I hate you for leaving but most days I just miss being your friend.

You know I’ve changed a lot since we last talked and I learned how to sleep again
I went in circles in my car across the country to forget
I got your message on the east coast from your friend I really love
And I got angry instead of writing you to tell you how it felt

I came home and nothing changed
I still think about it everyday
I tried to talk to you about it but thought it was just too late to say
That I hope it’s because you’ll always love me
Because I’ll always love you too
And I just wanted you to know, I’m hung up on leaving you too/two

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