Torture from Torture by basement problem

[anthony]
i carved calculus into my bones and still failed the test
my cigarettes are full of worms because of all the liars
i drank the fog but it didnt teleport me back home
i gave a fuck my 1st birthday
i painted my funeral onto a shirt and no one noticed
my alarm clock told me when im going to die in morse code
i gave a fuck the last time i saw my dad
i ripped my emotions in half so i could stay warm tonight
i played rock paper scissors against my reflection and i won
i gave a fuck the last time i saw someone die
i gave a fuck the last time i saw someone die
i ate glass and i only got a cold
the keys on my keyboard hold sadness that autocorrect cant fix
that one was corny
my house is built on ghost property
the hallways called me a faggot
i gave a fuck the last time my mom hit me
i froze time but i still fell off my bed
ill put things on my face so you can be disappointed in me and be right
i gave a fuck the last time i cried
i cant remember my dead grandmothers voice
and i feel fine
i dont feel bad about it
and i think of it and i still feel fine about it
theres mold growing out of my hopes and dreams
theres worms coming out of my hopes and dreams
i tried to turn off my depression but it tortured me
i mailed my suicide note to a dead address
the weather forecast said it would cry tonight
i told her i loved her and he told me to slow down
i told him to love me and she told me to slow down
i told her to slow down
i told them to slow down
i told him to slow down
i told myself to slow down
i told everybody to shut up
stop

ive been meaning to say this to you for so long
ive been meaning to say this to you for a very long time
i love you
i love you
i hate you
i love you
i miss you
i hate seeing you
i adore you
i hope you die
where have you been
i dont wanna know
i love you
you need to shut up
you need to be more normal
never change
i love talking to you
i wish we never talked
i wished i never met you
youre the most wonderful person in my life right now
we need to see each other again
if i saw you in the street id punch you in the face
i love talking to you
i hate talking to you
i love seeing your face
if i got a gun youd be the first person id shoot
i hope we can see each other soon
id love to talk to you
i hope i never see you again
i love talking to you
i hate talking to you
see me when we get out of here
go kill yourself
dont kill yourself
go kill yourself
long time no see
i hope i never see you again
if i killed you i wouldnt feel bad about it
if you died i would die too
never leave me
go fuck yourself
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i dont love you
i love you
i dont love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i dont love you
i love youuuuu
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
let it die

• Devotional
• Jerusalem