The Wake from Schopenhauer's Apprentice by AgedChoirBoy
Tracklist
| 6. | The Wake | 4:27 |
Lyrics
oh what did I do?
what a mistake to make
I nearly lost it all
lost you all
in the wake
I could not bear what became too much
empathy, failure, shame and such a future
that may or may not come
they ask me why
they hold my hand
my words fail, belittle
I realise no one can understand
or ever will
nothing has changed
the darkness remains
if stopping my heart
is what will stop the pain
can I find strength
to begin again?
how could you know?
life is not a breeze
not a walk in the park
everyone is telling me
to get out the dark, I know
how could you know?
don't blame yourselves
it's nobodys fault
forgive me, believe me
when I say I love you all
how could you know?
and I watched as I popped the pills
like I was watching a stranger
just giving up
had enough
just giving up now
