St. Terese from Professional Void by Astronauts, etc.

i'm just taking it in
trying to hide my rusted faith
don't pay attention to me
i throw my phone in the ganges, yeah yeah

like a shivering bird
with its eye on a full plate
i just want to believe
my body wants to believe

i hear it used to be
you could get to heaven by being crazy
that's the sort of thing i want to believe
that's the sort of thing i want to believe
yeah yeah yeah yeah

i think of her every day
she visits me with ecstasy
maybe i'll call her st terese
st terese

all i ask of myself
is a little honesty
and when it's too much to ask
i get down on my hands and knees

i'm not your rational
i'm not your rational toy
i'm a professional
i'm a professional void
i'm not your rational
i'm not your national boy
i'm an implacable
i'm an implacable noise

i am the actual
actual
actual

• Devotional
• California