nights... (demo) from Love by 202620262026

the pain is freeing
now that i’m leaving
now that i found my way

the sky is falling
while we’re evolving
freezing my lungs in place

oh it’s so soothing
that i’ve stopped using
may your god come my way

i miss the comfort in being sad
all day



standing watch on a patient
1-1 and her eye’s swollen cause
she tried to take it
out with her fingers

an i see myself
only see myself here
so i gotta be leavin
while i can still fear

o used to only write in blood
god it feels good to be quiet
god is the rush of silence huh
eternity covers its ears and so on

as the sun weeps crying
lost on her way to joseph

i could never be a christian
don’t want god to ever
have to die on purpose again



it’s not my opinion it’s sunny
what’s formula for a sunday?
nature worship, god cut onions

what i wanted was just sharp breasts
to cut through my mind with
what i got instead was a penis
to hit on eternity for no reason

god damn do i miss paris
the rain felt at home, my skin
barely contains the blood, the love

almost memory but just bad acid
studied sin’s behavior
as communication
oh o



at the end of / our all-this / the fields and the meadows
there beyond my ideas from / whatever i would say in english / now

oceans syncing / sinking but i fly / above with storms and oars from / just the idea of
oh that we gotten / got to believe in / some kind of god / some kind of magic

plus put faith in / losin nothin / again and again / all the same dear
watched ourselves while / best attempts faded

dust on paintbrushes

beautiful as the paints / to delete or deactivate ay
there’s the rub / fuck

it’s just life / over again
almost

• Experimental
• experimental pop
• indie
• new
• piano
• psychedelic rock
• Springfield