Mterra from 365.25 by 185668232

Studio to stage

best friends to the grave

or urn I earned castrating

myself to escape

if my 
producer performer promoter
Lifestyle goes away
Looming gloom n doom
dwelling domicilian
sued 
save it for the 

trying to move forward

keep upward
against eviction

enraged & bothered 
by what I could have done more

but I tried & got raptured

 being home alone

& if I have to go 
downgrade

to less than what I’ve ever known

To hide my life art

but in the meantime,
I make these beats
to take the scary scenes
to cute n silly

when dreams
become nightmares
can be
like writing a love song 
specifically
about being each day
hosting it on mainstream listening
iForgetting hate

doubting me, sitting staring blankly
at our memories
on every wall & ceiling
Feeling more alive
when the right minds
are by my side
listen to my voice
& text organized noise

Someone else is happy
with less than you have had
running back and forth
Tryna figure n graph
what’s better than the last
i need to be extra radicool
when everything sucks so bad

luck has nothing to do with it
I should be more ignorant
in my parents basement
in Philadelphia
but instead iam in Brooklyn
with these sounds & feelings
cookin directly 
for & from my 
community circuit
this past decade
serious anxious ambitious

Maladaptive
Social Anxiety Disorder
Personality’s only helpful 1-on-1
bordered
Closest I can get to quieting my inner voice
is by playing art sounds like this

Autonomous Boundaries of Solidarity & Equanimity = Radicool 100%

#Image painting by Maia

• Experimental
• avant garde
• glitch
• noise
• post-pop
• singer-songwriter
• Brooklyn