ExBae from 365.25 by 185668232

Exbae vacated
3 months early
& it’s confusing
Wanting her back
To sleep against
& also never existed
iCan’t stop crying
Either way
She’ll always run away
For an upgrade

she made me lose shows
And homes
Friends and foes
I react to
From my pits
That pulls us further apart
We didn’t feel that way to start
But realized
Waiting around
For someone
Is unhealthy

Especially dating
Or so this is how
I have to be thinking
For her words worth
Nothing
So she shows
And
Mine are worth
Everything
Well I want her to come home
but also wipe my memories

But her stuff is in storage
& I didn’t help them
So hangry
Without electricity
She promised to be right back
In 2-4 hours with food
To move with a truck
N never responded

Until midnight terrifying
Me while I was starving
And come down
Off a trip to help
Move shot
Saying she was working

Socializing for social media hits
More cause to distrust
Regular fake happy
As I cry on video
Story message
Application
So it goes
Saddest eyes
I wanna die

Before it gets worse
& I cannot visualize
What has to happen
To make it not hurt
now that you’re gone
iWant you to come back
it’s feeling someone
Who’s learned you
That’s human
AwezZz paws

Need to cuddle more
than I need money
Whore me out to perform
With my
Gear & ignore the crowd
Honey I will miss you forever
Even if we never enjoyed each other
inconsistency is hated
Internationally

iExpect her to either become me
or blame me for her misery

Sociopaths get No pleasure from creating but from showing it off

leaving you to pack up
with your wack paying stalker fucker
alone, when you woke me with broke your promise
to bring my food
So I rode the train for hours

You go thru scripts
Like a floppy disc.

• Experimental
• avant garde
• glitch
• noise
• post-pop
• singer-songwriter
• Brooklyn