Ever Upwards from 365.25 by 185668232

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Ever Upward

Cannot get stoned enough to ignore being human
Making plans for bigger event that physically matter

to me
And fail confiding in other people quitting on our dreams together during turblant weather

Auto piloted Crash
Nose dive
35 thousand feet
From the sky
After all this
Aerodynamic
Pressure
climbing

Maybe you’ll be around after I put in all the hard work
Perhaps you’ll then get angry when I don’t confirm 
But you have been listening to your worm birds

Too early to see the light and too late to take comfort in the dark
Warmth of rest brain won’t relax 
Relapsing priority lists that no longer flex

To get something that will be outdated before it is destroyed
For cheaper immediate quality
Or get something that wont work now but can go onto the upgrade void

create a god in you
Before having a breakthru
Where someone uselessly uses
Praise to hollow out their hallowed bruising

Irresistibly planning
Flimsy Friends
Dont want to play
Make pretend

No worries no sweat I don’t want it to suck with people not being into it if you cannot commit or care. that shows and I don’t want to be seen as a boss mode of the unable. But Wonderville is using me as the example. I am the only one performing out of the whole city circuit, before any other venue or artist. I am an example. Deep End and my other venues will soon be asking me to do the same. I just told everyone to prepare for endless festival show vibes coming up. I wish I could have it closed for just me and us this 1st time tho, but I don’t have enough people confirmed to even fill the room for 16 people so they won’t give me the space alone for you all. I am trying too hard to incorporate everyone so that we don’t have to kill

anyone to keep going. But if people who want to

‘do it up’ cant even perform for a special epic historical C19 show, I am like really unsure

why I spend any time minding anyone at alllllllllllllllllllllllll. It’s so insane, uhm... “why do you want to be around me?”

I am going to stop collaborating on their silly little pieces soon if they don’t pick up the pace with me. They can just watch from online and sit in the crowd. Sheesh, none of us have to talk or meet up and waste precious resources, time and/or energy.

AHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

• Experimental
• avant garde
• glitch
• noise
• post-pop
• singer-songwriter
• Brooklyn